Monday, May 15, 2006
i need to just run away and pretend that this isn't real,
that everything is okay.give me one day,
just one day of escape.
Was I the only one to notice
That human nature doesn't work that way
They tell me if I look deep inside me
That I can find my own way
I only find a rebel and a fool there
Who won't admit that he's afraid
I thought I was holding on to freedom
But locked my soul up in chains
I need a hero who'll dare to find me
Fly to my rescue and crash through the wall
Announce my freedom,
bring me to my senses
Gather me into his strong arms
And carry me off. . . to safety
What is this talk about a Savior
Well does he listen, is he even there?
And should I be asking him directly?
But why should he consider my prayer?
Well, I don't quite know how to do this
But Jesus, I can't save myself
So here I go calling out for mercy
And crying out for your help(So if you hear me. . .)
This is from my "senior"'s blog. yep. but i think its quite appropriate for me now. cause im totally lost.
7:57 PM